Saturday, April 29, 2023

Dream of Lemon Balm and Roses

Upon entering the garden in the community one morning

Quite to my dismay, I found my gardener friend had pulled out 

The white yarrow, my medicine plant. 

Not only so rude were they who cut my yarrow but also cut 

The lemon balm- such a delicate fragrance, bright and clear.

All the wonderful gourds fell down as summer was over,

I mourned deeply, 

            flower petals fell as tears  tenderly upon the soil, 

                              the rose that climbs above the lemon balm wept softly,

Returning to her gaunt form, all thorns and branches.

Where is my lemon balm tea? She cried out, cut to the root.

I vented, then I cried, wondering too-

Suddenly I knew, 

That in the dream I'd had of planting the rose at that spot beside

    David's plot was a prayer 

                for healing to bring good vibes into the garden 

                                    as it climbs high to the sky, dreaming

  With Lemon Balm returning to hover at her feet.




Friday, March 10, 2023

                                 Lightness of Being


Losing self-importance I find contemplation at eventide.

Patience returns in deep shadows while watching the setting sun.

Gently he strokes me,  silent laughter.  

Lithium crystals leave me floating in a sea of lightness,

Releasing stuckness as my identity drops away

Expanding into buoyancy sensing no restriction. 

Karma shifts  while my soul finds relief in non-ego,

As passion recedes I find humility w no struggle,

Compassionate embrace, hands of attunement rest in green ripples

Slipping off the choked garment too tightly woven,

Grasping hiddeously, revealing ecstatic freedom.

Meditation arises, we receive inner wisdom, 

I feel gratitude knowing how much you cared, and that we loved.

In quiescent moments my senses exult in aroma of cedar and rose.

I have no claim on your freedom-I am in you and you are in me.

Our golden glow has faded into gratitude, 

Timeless loving envelopes cool shadow wisdom.

Not much time left for selfies.





Wednesday, January 18, 2023

 

Each Basket Has Its Own Meaning


I also wanted to share this poem I wrote while working with Corinne Pearce (who I just adore)

a Pomo basket weaver.


Baskets are symbols of that moment in time when we

Weave what is present in our lives as body/mind/spirit,

Spirit doors reveal an opening in a fabricated aura;

There are no mistakes.

This morning in my meditation

I felt all that is connected with

                               my spirit window in my basket:

              All the people who are my spirit family,

              All my own kin, my tribal ancestors

                                 that are there for my healing

              All the activities that feed my spirit,

              All the nature spirits that know me,

              All coming through my spirit window.

Revealing the fragility of my nature

             Nurtured by lightness of being.

I wove a basket as Mother weaves the morning

My basket sits in the corner filled with petals of roses

That came from the rose bushes planted and tended this year

In that corner is also a watercolor I painted of my spirit plant.

Nearby is a picture of Saraswati, Goddess of Wisdom.

I bow before what wants to be honored. 


Saturday, February 27, 2021

Lightening

Unbridled kisses diffuse
The soul creating trust and love--
What? now you want to tear my clothes off?
What happened to your loving touch?

Gentleness reaps kindness and mercy,
Passion breeds remorse, scars the soul;
Why do you tell yourself this kind of violence is love?
Where is the saved human condition here?

God's sword is meant to be contained,
Reserved for fine tuning and rapture; 
Listen: rippling laughter is emerging: breathe deeply--
It's burried under fear :compressed pain.

Leave me with your tears-- releasing your anger knot,
(even if I cant find you) knowing you can love again;
Loving kindness is wealth, both spiritual and material,
It transforms passion through joy of life's breath.

Reveal your light, lifting the Buddha's feet,
Whatever is left after the storm severs branches;
Depth of perception brings resplendency;
Looking upwards, a rainbow offers it's blessing!



Saturday, October 24, 2020

                                                                          Resilience in a Jar


Sprouts in a glass jar: long tendrils w/little leaves,

Bright green legumes grown into white stalks to savor,

Images for creating--artistic flow:

Bouncy, bouyant, fresh, shining green plants give nourishment,

Magic, light. chewy, delicate flavor chock full of enzymes,

Invigorating blood oxygen, pressuring the jar for more room.

Spreading-expanding-cooling: I wonder how many more years

Will I have teeth, bones that do not ache, and good humour?

Eating sprouts I can savor the delicate flavor springing from spongy, soft, chewy sprouts.

A pat on the back MA! Many happy returns as sprouts contribute to green economy;

Rolling the little sprouts over and over on my tongue. saliva flows, giving satiety--

Mixed with other foods, atop or combining brings ecstatic eating:

Eyes bright, glistening, down my body alignment contentment flows

A breathe and and a moment of letting go........


Sunday, April 26, 2020

                                                                          Spider Web

Spider's walk in circles, did you know?
They gather courage with energetic flows--
Rings of Time connected by intention and venum,
Getting ready for the kill of a distracted insect.
Or a careless ant caught in a trap of silk, clean and soft.

Spider's walk in circles, did you know?  Dancing its web,
Grasping its prey for hours later to devour as nourishment:
Drops of rain, dripping, off strings of the web,
dripping with vibrations of nature, as spider female drinks
she being the  honored Creatrix Grandmother Spider.

We native folks sit and drum, dancing around fire,calling in dreams of rain:
Dreams of love--flowing and growing together in corn tobacco, and  ceremonial peace,
Walking the Medicine Wheel, in communion, expanding circles of time, we sing:
Earth mother Sky father: humming tones of resonance, basket of creation,
Weaving our futures into lives with willow branches, twine, and beads.

Pausing now to breathe and drink the peace of pure water drawn from the creek rapids,
Conversant with flow weaving time, cyclic nature, and the eternal question:
Will we be left living as out ancestors lived here before, in wigwams-growing corn for mesa?
Digging in seeds for food that will sustain us: praying all day?






Monday, January 20, 2020


                                      Dedicated to Valley Fire, County of Lake, 2015  


                                                 Alchemical Fire

                                     A great chasm left by the purge of fire
                                          Black char of wealth burnt crisp:

                             Crisp as a cold snow wind-digging into raw skin

                             Crisp as the sound as you take a bite from a newly spawned apple
                               drawing saliva to digest the harvest of a generational expanse,
                               splendid in its many forms birthed in divine flow,
                               blessed in community, and forged with love and respect.

                            Crisp as a new dawn morning, opening to a new generation giving
                                                 forth completion to the old traditions, transforming all life.

                         A harsh wind evokes the sound of fire snapping, besieged by the smell of burnt earth.

                                 Deep into the stillness of the night, embers of sacred gold glow.


Tuesday, July 16, 2019





So many gardens I’ve grown yet always for others;
But temporary temples betwixt and between worlds:
Yamas and niyamas, yoga postures and bills to pay,
Forgive my debt great fathers, grandmothers,
As I melt into essential essence,
A moment synchronous with dreamtime.

White dahlas hang their sleepy heads as
Her perfume wafts gently...
Sunset explodes while I find kindness,
Centered in the expanding lightness of being
Fushia peony bobbing it’s pettled face, below the
Redwood tree in full sunlight,
As if to say ‘all is well’!
Welcome to my garden of peace, love and light
In the evening light while singing in the Temple of Divine Mother exists.

Sometimes I think the only thing that really exists is love,
Sometimes I don't know what a single thing is---
Then the wisdom comes, with fragrant effulgence,
like so many gardens I’ve grown yet always for others;
But temporary temples betwixt and between worlds.

Sunset explodes while I find kindness,
Centered in the Expanding Light' patio garden
Fushia peony bobbing it’s head below the redwood tree,
In full sunlight, Sat Chit Ananda........
Welcome to my garden of peace, love and light
In the evening light while singing in the Temple of Divine Mother exists.









Tuesday, June 25, 2019



Rutabaga Buddha

He’s begging for food as I am
Eating my good rutabaga stew!
Blessed by Devas green,
Both nutty and sweet,
The taste is obscene.

Kale, deep green,
with black beans shining,
Chunks of cherry tomatoes left from summer simmering.
Thyme and onions-carefully dried wisdom knows,
The Stone Buddha from the garden altar glows.

Serenity and simple pleasures are mine-
Watching the rain wash our sins away,
wash our carbon memories away,
wash the pain and angst away.

A wind fills the emptiness,
Snow falls as sacred silence-
A silver tone sounds.




The Holiness Of Trees

The Holiness of Trees

She lifts her head to the sun
Opening her heart to a breeze-
                 Her arms shake in delight of wind
How many breathes in a lifetime has she
Before being Christened by fire?
Sacrificing her life protecting others,
                 That which choses to escape, surrendering
Vulnerability and strength, holding fire at bay.
We blame her as a disease, for what seems like Mother’s rage—
Where would we be without the nourishment of trees?
We breathe their breath as they transform our air;
With trees, grace is our hope and our destiny.

Dancing, burning brightly before us
She carries our shame-
                   O Holy Shaman, Asherah.
Burning of a deep smoky penetration into the forest,
Capturing death, repulsing living breathing organisms.
Escaping terror, finding Red Cross compassion and care,
In our modern drama of trauma- shocked yet grateful-
We cling to each other in tender desperation.
Breathing the air that still pervades, under the smoke-
Under our best neighbor- a tree, shelter for our soul.
Finding peace in the resonance that gives us water,
Memories and tears make the clay of tomorrows art;
Our hearts are full in gratitude, bitter with remorse.

When it becomes time to take up our maker’s tools
We find that our best support comes from trees, 
                     Rebuilding our dwelling for rest and life;
What do we turn to besides the clay that creates our building blocks, adobe?
But those who wield the tools that they use to build the wooden reframing,
Continuing our lives with trees, we rebuild our hopes for a more stable existence;
The panels of patience, within a sanctuary of tables and chairs, gladly
Preparing repast in which to celebrate living, the ultimate fruits are the
Beauty of the earth, and our Mother who provides trees for sustenance;
Crowning the sanctuary of our dreams-every night we find rest in our spaciousness.
Wandering in our graciousness, happiness comes as a way to know
Each other as friends, our time to grow strong in love again.

Thursday, March 14, 2019


Peace in the Community Garden

The garden is my sanctuary;
Delicate interplay of plants, both colorful and lovely;
Summer heat brings succulent squash,
My strength is restored to face a world of uncertainty.

As water bearer I feel nurtured with kindness,
Lavished with beauty, I see-
Evolving forms of form, color, texture, and taste-
Vegetables of various genus, offering food and seed.

The green unfurling leaves of tomato plants,
Hanging red pendants, ripe and overflowing;
Sentinel yellow Sunflowers watching over-
Tender purple kale, rainbow chard ever-growing.

Companion plants of basil and cucumbers,
Deep red beets harmonizing w/kale ;
Aroma of savory sage fills my breath,
Harlequin beetles dance, calendula regails.

Totem hollyhock flowering deep red and pink
Death in life reveals itself- reseeding;
Gentle breeze as a pair of golden finches visit,
Begs for a radish sprout, just greening.

Okra pops its head up as if to say, ‘all is well.'
Interdependent community laughs and grows,
Holy basil spreads wisdom over the garden,
Gentle peace pervades as creeping thyme knows.


Middletown Community garden, 2018

Wednesday, March 6, 2019


                                                           Ode to a Lettuce Deva
                                                               (written for Harbin newsletter, 2002)


                                   Rays of sunlight glimmer,
                                   Yellow, the corn leaves shimmer;
                                   I quiver in delight,
                                   A faery is calling my sight!
                                   Reaping the fruits of devic toil,
                                   Spilling calendula oil,
                                   You grasp the tomato ripeness,
                                    Its' skin bursting ruby kindness.

                                    I spy her secret regis-
                                    A devic spirit disguised as lettuce,
                                    Reaching for for its last brood,
                                    Begging to be loved and understood;
                                    Head crowned in purple bells,
                                    Impish energy deep in dells,
                                    Spindly arms seven spiraling.
                                    I sighed, "I am" she cried!
                                 

Friday, February 15, 2019


                                                                     Her Web

                                                      To the Sidhe (pronounced 'She' in Gaelic)

                                        "God and Bridget blessed the race that Blessed
                                             the name of Woman."  …..Seiman Macmanus.


                                                                     I say:
                                                          As an artist paints,
                                                          So am I a Wic'can,
                                                          Ancestry (Celtic) a'beckoning-
                                                          Through aeons of timeless
                                                          Fractaling space: crying
                                                          The Four winds of Eirinn.

                                                          The trees are companions,
                                                          Solitude my guide:
                                                          Shrubbery my paint brush,
                                                          The sun the very paint I apply,
                                                          Spiderwebs are my canvas,
                                                          Wind my inner sensibilit(i)y.


                                                           Elo Devi Heart (2012)
                                                           











Monday, January 20, 2020

                                      Dedicated to Valley Fire, County of Lake, 2015    


                                                 Alchemical Fire

                                     A great chasm left by the purge of fire
                                          Black char of wealth burnt crisp:

                             Crisp as a cold snow wind-digging into raw skin

                             Crisp as the sound as you take a bite from a newly spawned apple
                               drawing saliva to digest the harvest of a generational expanse,
                               splendid in its many forms birthed in divine flow,
                               blessed in community, and forged with love and respect.

                            Crisp as a new dawn morning, opening to a new generation giving
                                                 forth completion to the old traditions, transforming all life.

                         A harsh wind evokes the sound of fire snapping, besieged by the smell of burnt earth.

                                 Deep into the stillness of the night, embers of sacred gold glow.